I have been dealing with abundance on my calendar lately. My business is moving in some new directions. These are good directions that I believe are God directed. But my problem is the overflow in my head. I drag around with me unresolved piles of previous adventures, unsorted boxes of former ideas, and unchecked items on calendar days already passed. The burden of trying to carry all the excess of the former along with the present creates a weight that soon demands so much attention that my focus becomes skewed and the result is to be overwhelmed.
"Overwhelmed!?", I cry out to God. "You promised that Your yoke would be easy. You promised to help us, to give us strength. What's the deal with this?" And then the answer comes, as it always does if we look for it, in the Scriptures. This week I am working on memorizing Psalm 25:4,5. Now, I have to tell you that memorizing scripture was not easy for me when I was young and had a pliable brain. Now that I'm past my prime, its a task not taken on lightly! Who knows how long it will take me to permanently plant these verses into my head. But I'm determined! "Show me Your ways, oh Lord, teach me Your paths; guide me in Your truth and teach me, for You are my God, my Savior, and my hope is in You all day long." This has been my prayer, that God would show me His ways as I stumble my way through boxes of former days and packages just arriving of the future.
So, with that prayer on my heart, I was delighted today when I found this verse which reiterates my request, "Send forth Your light and Your truth, let them guide me; let them bring me to Your holy mountain, to the place where You dwell." Psalm 43:3 This verse led me to pray all the more for God to show me His truth for my tasks and abundantly filled days. And, as if in answer to that request, I read on and found these words studded with jewels. "It was not by their sword that they won the land, nor did their arm bring them victory; it was Your right hand, Your arm, and the light of Your face, for You loved them." Psalm 44:3
How cool is that?! We don't have to figure all this out by ourselves. We don't have to do it all by our own strength. Not only will God help us with His mighty right arm, but He will bless us, no overwhelm us, with the light of His gracious loving holy face. Why? Because He loves us!